19.3.13
Thought of a Warrior
Change. That word always sounded in my mind.
I knew, I always knew about it. But get it dwells down in me isn't as easy as it seems. You have to struggling deeply to get it. And I realize that I have not. I have not reached my level up. Actually the game I used to play was so easy to reach up level by level, and it wasn't the same in this round arena with a billions of people.
I was really hope that someone could help me carry this. I found, but now I know it could never last. Ya, one by one went separated, they have their own battle. Now, I still remain in this game, with my Father. I always feeling alone and against all my enemies. I'm afraid to be knocked down, afraid of being really alone. I used to receive any helping hands, but now I just bow down weakly. But the hope still there. I'm sure my Father is not ever willing me tired near hopeless.
Ah, Daddy, I am safe this time. No enemies seen in my eyes. I want to come close and hug you while nobody's around here and crying out loud. I always wondering 'when will this battle ends?', You said that it's a life-time battle, and I will keep stronger if I near You. If there's a little time for me to sleep, I want to sleep for a long time and nobody brave to wake me up, Dad. You absolutely know I was tired. You sent me whisper to keep standby, don't close my eyes. I hope when it all ends, without know if I finished it alone or not, I want to finish it for my Daddy. For someone that come to help me also.
"I am Warrior, I don't be lose or even dead. I will always fight for my Daddy. Even if I am the only one that still remain. I'll happy to receive Your helping (someone/something) and keep struggling when I am alone, till I reach the highest level and please You, Dad." ¶ 5:21 PM
I knew, I always knew about it. But get it dwells down in me isn't as easy as it seems. You have to struggling deeply to get it. And I realize that I have not. I have not reached my level up. Actually the game I used to play was so easy to reach up level by level, and it wasn't the same in this round arena with a billions of people.
I was really hope that someone could help me carry this. I found, but now I know it could never last. Ya, one by one went separated, they have their own battle. Now, I still remain in this game, with my Father. I always feeling alone and against all my enemies. I'm afraid to be knocked down, afraid of being really alone. I used to receive any helping hands, but now I just bow down weakly. But the hope still there. I'm sure my Father is not ever willing me tired near hopeless.
Ah, Daddy, I am safe this time. No enemies seen in my eyes. I want to come close and hug you while nobody's around here and crying out loud. I always wondering 'when will this battle ends?', You said that it's a life-time battle, and I will keep stronger if I near You. If there's a little time for me to sleep, I want to sleep for a long time and nobody brave to wake me up, Dad. You absolutely know I was tired. You sent me whisper to keep standby, don't close my eyes. I hope when it all ends, without know if I finished it alone or not, I want to finish it for my Daddy. For someone that come to help me also.
"I am Warrior, I don't be lose or even dead. I will always fight for my Daddy. Even if I am the only one that still remain. I'll happy to receive Your helping (someone/something) and keep struggling when I am alone, till I reach the highest level and please You, Dad." ¶ 5:21 PM
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